[ if only life was simple ]

7:03 pm , 10.16.01
work is tiring

I just finished a Shakespeare essay. I love the class, because I think his plays are pretty entertaining, once you understand the complicated language. Yep, I get to take a whole semester class on Shakespeare as an english elective. If only my teacher were as much fun...instead of an uppity valley girl who thinks she's "all that" and assigns our class a seating chart on top of it. (ranting)

on another note, somehow I have a blood test planned tomorrow morning. That's what I get for playing sick.

on an even sadder note, my love-life has taken a turn for the dark side. It really does hurt when surprise surprise, that person who made you smile, who made you a lyrical poet again, who forced dumb songs to get stuck in your head; asks if you can be "just friends."

What am I susposed to do now? I did try not to make it into a "relationship," but guess I didn't manage that well. Why do I have such trouble communicating with guys? Usually I end up dating someone who I would rather be friends with, but now, I get the other side of the mirror.

And it's NOT FUN.

He says "i think we'll be better off in the long run if we do it this way, i still think it would be cool if we hung out sometime."

but how could that happen? Maybe after I cool down, but I don't think so...

I definatly don't see us ever getting back together anytime soon, unless there is some serious groveling going on, but no..

it's not cool to want that now anyway. And whoever reads this, I don't care, even though I know lots of people I actually know read this site (including aforementioned persons).

maybe now, people will begin to understand me, or maybe not...

see if i care.

~Ophelia

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