[ if only life was simple ]

how is it that I seemed to be more articulate 4 years ago then now? I despise what I write most of the time, and sometimes when I speak my words are so horribly mangled that I just want to cry for them.
I seem to remember being a lot better than this. But as I've looked over my past writings that doesn't seem to be the case. The only interesting thing I've found is that I used the word "weirdessnessest" as in "this is, like the weirdessnessest thing to ever happen in my life."

Man. Maybe, just maybe I only seem to be having trouble because my thoughts have matured but my speaking ability hasn't. This requires furthur thought.

It bridges into the whole "why should I take an hour to write an in depth discussion online, when it will only be one-sided and its more fun to explain it in person?" thing. Or, there's the whole "the more I think the more I realize there's more to think about, so now I've got a headache and I only go in circles and what have I done because now its 5 in the morning and I have work tomorrow!"

Yeah. Friends don't let friends think themselves into psychosis. So what I really need are face to face debates.

- ophelia

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