[ if only life was simple ]

12:48 pm , 08.29.06
nostalgia

I was just updating my who list and I became really nostalgic for times past. Reading all the old articles from freshman year makes me remember how fun those times were.

Also I remember how scary they were though...its a real shame that kind of fun isn't substainable. It probably is, but I'm not cut out for it. My kind of "living on the edge" has become simple things, like eating yogurt past its expiration date.

We'll see if any of that changes. I would love for certain things to happen again. Also, I really wonder what happened to some of the people I used to know. But, some things are just lost in the past, I guess. Sometimes I really feel like theres multiple spirits inside me, and I just dredged up one that's been weakened for some time.

Sitting in the dark avoiding work reading and writing about old times has awakened it in me. I don't want to ever lose it.

~ ophelia

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